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Make a Wish by jennifibber Make a Wish :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 4 0 [OPEN] Fairy Adoptables by jennifibber [OPEN] Fairy Adoptables :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 1 0
☩ As a child
An innocent
Prejudice rarely finds you
Doubt hardly ever stabs you
Sinks its acid claws in
And rips
☩ Saying you're Christian as a child
Rarely comes back to bite you
Any opinions on it are silent
Kept to oneself
After all, kids believe in Santa
The tooth fairy
Happily ever after
☩ Once you're older, watch out
Opinions are expressed
Without concern
Without compassion
Certainly without understanding
Don't you dare have your own
Just fall in with the
Disenchanted masses
Follow the Godless herd
Straight into
Or else
☩ Because Christians only hate
We don't demonstrate love
We don't practice what we preach
We only discriminate
Ostracize anyone who doesn't
Subscribe to our God
And push our views down
Closed throats, choking down
Our bitter medicine (poison?)
☩ Apparently we still crusade
Torture nonbelievers
We're anti-everything-but-us
We're snobs
Self-righteous haters
☩ Wa
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Wolves3000 Request
Melody is tired of many things, in many ways.
She tired of being used, specifically by Pein. She doesn't mind healing him; in fact, she enjoys the simple action of helping someone. What she does mind is being expected to help, of the constant sense that she's not truly cared for, not by him.
She's tired of seeing the good in him, of understanding him, because with understanding comes expectations. She doesn't want to expect anything of him, especially that one day he'd change.
She's tired of the sleepless nights, and the constant undercurrent of fear that lines every dream.
She fantasizes about running away. Quite often, to be honest. And then the thoughts of those she might consider friends run through her head. What would happen to them if she were to run away? The only times she can think of that she'd be capable of escaping are the times when she's under their care, and not Pein's. If she were to sneak off when Deidara is supposed to be watching her (she'd encourage him to s
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Zombie Cover by jennifibber Zombie Cover :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 4 0
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Zombie :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 5 2
The Invader by jennifibber The Invader :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 7 2 Stabbed by Reviews by jennifibber Stabbed by Reviews :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 2 4 Grimmjow Wallpaper - 1900x1200 by jennifibber Grimmjow Wallpaper - 1900x1200 :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 4 0
This feels so new, yet it's so easy
Almost as if we know exactly what we're doing
Like you and I have known each other far longer than we have
And it seems so cliched, so overused
But I think I was made for you
And you were made for me
This is one puzzle I can't wait to put together
And it's so amazing, every time I think on it
I notice something new that I love about you
Something about me that suddenly makes perfect sense
Why I've gone through this, why I don't like that
And it's so clear, yet so profound, and so hard to put into words
Why this feels so incredibly, perfectly right
And it's like there was never any such thing as heartache
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Grimmjow: Tension - Wallpaper by jennifibber Grimmjow: Tension - Wallpaper :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 8 0 Grimmjow: Tension by jennifibber Grimmjow: Tension :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 77 26 Renji - Semi-Realism Practice by jennifibber Renji - Semi-Realism Practice :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 14 15 Ichigo: A Beautiful Day by jennifibber Ichigo: A Beautiful Day :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 11 6 The Most Evil of Plots by jennifibber The Most Evil of Plots :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 6 2 RenjixShidoni -- TakeshiXShizuku by jennifibber RenjixShidoni -- TakeshiXShizuku :iconjennifibber:jennifibber 17 25


ItaSaku - Intimacy by byShamora ItaSaku - Intimacy :iconbyshamora:byShamora 73 4 Little Bird by nettlebeast Little Bird :iconnettlebeast:nettlebeast 36 12 well, it made sense to me at the time! by shiniez
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well, it made sense to me at the time! :iconshiniez:shiniez 1,674 401
Stamp: Doctor Who - Clara vs. the TARDIS by LuLuLunaBuna Stamp: Doctor Who - Clara vs. the TARDIS :iconlululunabuna:LuLuLunaBuna 126 16
acid trip.
I stood holding back tears
like a guillotine against the wall,
praying that my heartbreak was a foreign language, that
this betrayal was a blade beneath my skin, invisible.
and in one moment I swear
I understood all the pain in the world.
I knew why I had let death roost
between my shoulder blades,
I knew why children grieved their tiny pets
and buried them in shoe boxes;
I understood mothers
leaving their children behind at parks,
I understood all those skinny boys smoking
and holding tight to women who cried,
I understood crowds with shaking hands
trying to breathe but forgetting
and trying to hit that high but missing
over and over and over again,
I understood why people lied,
fell out of love,
dyed their hair,
cut their skin,
hid their tears.
suddenly all this sadness that had been
around me all my life became real,
and I hated it,
I hated that it was real
so I cried for every single
lonely beaten person out there
and it still won't make a difference.
and he is a single drum beat,
:iconlittleblueraccoon:littleblueraccoon 94 40
Eyes Unclouded by yuumei Eyes Unclouded :iconyuumei:yuumei 26,168 643
he's asthmatic
and when we kiss,
he says it
leaves him breathless,
quite literally.
sometimes love
is just two awkward kids
reminding each other to breathe,
and sometimes
that's all you need.
:iconlittleblueraccoon:littleblueraccoon 190 58
Don't die on me - ItaSaku by yuna2025 Don't die on me - ItaSaku :iconyuna2025:yuna2025 968 88 After the storm - ItaSaku by yuna2025 After the storm - ItaSaku :iconyuna2025:yuna2025 730 85 Lackadaisy Acting by tracyjb Lackadaisy Acting :icontracyjb:tracyjb 6,247 477
holding hands in a hospital.
he calls it "continental drift."
his voice,
church bells,
his words,
flat stones stacked
into mausoleums that will seal him in
his sleep shakes,
countries falling to rubble;
his sleep is
a creature seldom seen,
its face etched in 
pottery cracks
he hasn't smiled in ages
but I remember it
the way I remember
birthday candles
and my own name,
god, how could I forget
those eyes, creased,
that light,
this human being
alive and breathing and
in my arms,
holy shit,
in my arms,
I have the luck of a 
twelve-car pileup
just to say that I can hold him
in my arms
here we are,
his body, my mind
in a tango, both
unaware of the other's steps,
and his fingers are feathers,
he's unaware of it,
I'm an invisible dance
and every second's
a bomb tattooed 
on tired eyelids
pretty soon I'm gonna
shiver out,
final exhaust or
abandoned moth cocoon,
and I will never remember
how that apartment looks
or the way my children's names
will drop from my tongue
:iconlittleblueraccoon:littleblueraccoon 190 58
that boy is a monster by arumise that boy is a monster :iconarumise:arumise 2,496 328 Lord Sesshomaru by Moonania Lord Sesshomaru :iconmoonania:Moonania 202 12 Sesshomaru by sakimichan Sesshomaru :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 19,788 945 IE-kun's Valentine by Cioccolatodorima IE-kun's Valentine :iconcioccolatodorima:Cioccolatodorima 6,945 619 COVER by AiriChanART COVER :iconairichanart:AiriChanART 194 8


Healing Springs by jjpeabody Healing Springs :iconjjpeabody:jjpeabody 6,190 278 Speedpaint 59 Motley Grass by RHADS Speedpaint 59 Motley Grass :iconrhads:RHADS 1,220 34 Endless Journey by RHADS Endless Journey :iconrhads:RHADS 10,044 272 Autumn's Approach by kkart Autumn's Approach :iconkkart:kkart 710 77 Seraph by ChristinZakh Seraph :iconchristinzakh:ChristinZakh 716 110 Ariel by PixieCold Ariel :iconpixiecold:PixieCold 4,954 477 The Tenth Doctor by InSecondsFlat The Tenth Doctor :iconinsecondsflat:InSecondsFlat 92 5 The Eleventh Doctor by Cruzore The Eleventh Doctor :iconcruzore:Cruzore 504 82


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So today, I thought I'd buckle down and finally (after two years) work on Living a Lie in earnest.


I reformatted the original document, though. At least now I can browse more easily as I pretend to work on a story that has been neglected for far too long. :iconheaddeskplz:

Instead, I posted an author's note and a request for my readers to join me in some helpful shenanigans. More details here.

In other news, I spent about three hours going through someone's gallery here on dA to discover that every. Single. Piece. Was stolen. And every. Single. Piece. Offered prints! Like, seriously? Turns out they were "displaying favorite pieces." Um, favorite button, perchance?


I just don't know about some people. Art theft just really rubs me the wrong way. Strong moral compass, perhaps.

Anyways, I'm off to bed soon. Still working on commissions (slowly but surely, I promise), and fanfictions, and wedding planning. @__@ So busy sometimes, it's crazy.

Goodnight, world.


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:heart: But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. Isaiah 40:31 :heart:

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Birchwood-Jones Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2015   Digital Artist
:icondragonhi: I noticed you were also a Christian! :happybounce: May our most gracious Horned Lord bless you in abundance! Keep fighting the good fight!
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littleblueraccoon Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks a million for the watch! I appreciate it! :TipOfTheHat: 
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BadAssCosplay Featured By Owner May 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch :)
shiznat51 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014
heyyy its been a while
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itaXita Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2013
thanks so much for faving :hug:
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